emotions over newspaper!

palpitations; heart -in-ur-mouth syndrome; anticipation.....and many such similar feelings..now most of you must feel these at important junctures or during life-altering events however people like me (professionally) go through these everyday they open a newspaper / magazine.......yes the pink and the white newspapers can cause all the above mentioned to a PR professional.....finanacial results getting no coverage; some story with a client being misquoted or not quoted blah blah blah blah the list is endless......never in a million years did I imagine that one day a piece of paper and someone called journalits will hold my life to ransom!