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so i dont break my big resolution on Day I....uneventful day so far...had some meetings & some 'brain-strom' sessions ;-) actually not all that bad...some good did come out of it...i secretly do enjoy strategizing (so what if I cant spell it) & hate documentation & execution..not bad for pretending to be a consultant

resolution

RESOLUTION - a rather big and fancy word I would say. But if I say it out loud atleast I will be tempted to stick to it. My resolution is as simple as it is frightening - to get over my fear of putting thoughts to paper. I love the written word, i can devour books by a dozen, me ideal holiday is me & books + coffee......so why the fear - its the fear of been able to gather my thoughts (which are churing in my brain at an abnormal speed) and capture them as a a written proof.

So today onwards i will attempt to collate my thoughts and pen them down - either in a diary or in this blog....wish me luck universe!

emotions over newspaper!

palpitations; heart -in-ur-mouth syndrome; anticipation.....and many such similar feelings..now most of you must feel these at important junctures or during life-altering events however people like me (professionally) go through these everyday they open a newspaper / magazine.......yes the pink and the white newspapers can cause all the above mentioned to a PR professional.....finanacial results getting no coverage; some story with a client being misquoted or not quoted blah blah blah blah the list is endless......never in a million years did I imagine that one day a piece of paper and someone called journalits will hold my life to ransom!

rains r here!!!!!

Rains are finally here!!!!! it makes me soooo happy to hear the pitter patter of raidrops on the window, luckily my seat @ work has a lovely window & lovely view (with a tree rt outside!) so I could enjoy the first GOOD rains that Delhi received today....bliss i just wish I could get some pakoras/bhajiyas and coffee!!!

Comfort Zone......

some one sent me this today..thought i would post it..

" I used to have a comfort zone where I knew I wouldn't fail. The same four walls and busywork were really more like jail. I longed so much to do the things I'd never done before, but stayed inside my comfort zone and paced the same old floor.

I said it didn't matter that I wasn't doing much. I said I didn't care for things like commission checks and such. I claimed to be so busy with the things inside the zone, But deep inside I longed for something special of my own.

I couldn't let my life go by just watching otehrs win. I held my breath; I stepped outside and let the change begin. I took a step and with new strength I'd never felt before, kissed my comfort zone goodbye and closed and locked the door.

If you're in a comfort zone, afraid to venture out, Remember that all winners were at one time filled with doubt. A step or two and words of praise can make your dreams true. reach for your future with a smile; sucess is there for you."

I have increasingly felt that I have been trapped in my own confort zone and the time has now come for me to move out, shake out the cocoon of my comfort zone where I have been trapped for over 4 years...it is time to move out...Not only am I feeling trapped & bound I am increasingly feeling alienated. May be its my imagination working over time or may be its the truth.....what ever it is I have to move further, away far away from this stagnation..........

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i am getting old :-(

I feel old......yes yes u heard it right..i feel old, aged, not in the groove any more etc etc.....i may just be all of 27 years still I feel as if I have just turned probably 100 or rtaher say 200!!

well as they say age is just a state of mind and not to be calculated in number of years ( yes I do believe in it, i mean come one just because we decided to follow this calendar it meant we are as old as we are wat if we were following some other calendar then i may have been 5 or 50!!)....

coming back to the original topic I feel old & unaccomplished in life...i mean when i turn back & review the gone by 27 years of existence on this planet what is that I have to show for???

hmm answers i will have to find some day

till then..

adios amigo.....

human mind...knows no limits....knows no boundaries...

random ramblings......was just sparing sm thoughts to the functioning of human mind....smthng that we smtm label as 'emotions'...........small wor encapsulates a tremendous amount in it....hv u noticed how sm time this 3-part organ of ur body takes entire control of ur senses.....smthng which ur eyes reject, ur brain dismisses, this little thing cls Mr. Mind aka emtional tanker takes control & sends random nerve signals which result in complete & utter chaos!!!!!!! fun......

to give u one example......i once upona time liked a guy or so I thought...smone who gave me no imp wat so ever except for......, & here i use to writhe in agony thinking wat the hell to do...then came along another gentleman....& voila i kinda forgot all about Gentleman no. 1!!!!funny....u might dismiss it as emotional blah blah of a tipsy woman....

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