a dark day - suffering from loss

I wish i could share or express in words what i am feeling today......i think i have just lost one of dearest friend today...13 years of friendship went up as a pile of dust all due to a immature misunderstanding.......i know i could have cleared that error in communication earlier but then I ma but human and my ego came in the way.......and by the time I tried it was too late...too late to salvage the broken pieces of the remainents of our relationship......

i make acquaintance s easily but takes me a lot to make friends thats why probably for 26 years of existence I have just a handful of people around me and when you have so little the enormity of loss is also huge.......i know i will survive and i will get over....but my heart wishes for relationships to be strong enough to bear the onslaught of misunderstandings and confusions and ego.....

till then wallowing in sorrow........